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Golden Vibrations

Golden Vibrations

Where has October flown?! Time is truly rolling and rushing and escaping all its boundaries!!

I have been very absorbed in a whirlwind of deaths and funerals,  six in two weeks…  Funerals take huge amounts of energy, and I have to sleep alot.  This aspect of ministry feels much like bridging between worlds, once exclusive territory of the shaman, later taken over by the priests. As a Lightbearer, I am feeling my way to an authentic honoring of the person, and of the passage, without supporting the old structures of fear and control.  Letting go of old beliefs in order to really feel the Love that I AM entails meeting all my fears about death, especially sub-conscious ones. To that end,  in the last few months, I have had an interesting series of experiences communicating with souls who have crossed over. 

 One day I received a big surprise when I sat to listen and record a message for this blog.  I usually connect right off with one of my teachers, guides or one of the Ascended Masters, or, another on my  “approved” list.  But here was a vibration I didn’t recognize… it spooked me a bit, and I immediately checked in with my higher self  (who I call Amami.) I also wasn’t sure I wanted to be a messenger for “just anyone” (ego:-)… I loved the answer I received, that we are always protected and there is nothing to fear – ever!  And, to become the universal citizens we hope for, we must be open to surprising encounters.  After Amami’s message, feeling reassured, I went back to the one who had begun the conversation, to see who and what their purpose might be.  Here is my “spooky” channeling experience:

Good morning,  I seek to address you on the topic of … learning …(connection fuzzy, distorted)

(What? Who is this?) 

I am not known to you.

(What?!  STOP.)  Let’s begin again … re-center …check in with my Higher Self:

Blessings.  This is Amami.  You are always protected and there is no reason for fear.   (Sigh…okay…<3)

Only those experiences which you would choose for your own soul’s growth would ever occur in your perception, anyway.  Remember, you are the creator.  You have drawn to you that which reflects you.  If there is something fearful in front of you – then there is fear within you.  When there is no more fear within you – there will no longer be a fearful expression in front of you.

This world you inhabit is a playground for fear and you have played here for a very long time.  You are almost done with it now.  You are recognizing the higher vibrations in which you are choosing to dwell.  By wrapping yourself in the soothing golden vibrations of the Love that emanates within you and around you – you will perceive that fear thoughts and expressions, whether emotional or physical, dissipate like fog in the sun.

There is no need to fear any who might approach you to communicate with you, or another through you.  Bless their energies, keep your own heart flowing in a state of love, and you need never fear another, whether within or without.  Many seek confirmation of the existence of life from the galaxy, perhaps through an encounter with another life-form of a higher vibration.  Shutting down in fear would not assist this desire, you see?  You are all a bit timid yet in this exploration of conscious contact.  Do not retreat in fear, but instead – strengthen yourself in alignment with Source, feel the love connecting you in all directions, and explore freely what/who may approach you to be seen or heard.

Every aspect of consciousness has something to teach you.  It is all you anyway, in the vast sense of wholeness.  Nothing exists that is not worthy of your loving embrace.  Do not be shy, Dear.  Hide not behind my skirts.  Here let me take you by the hand and introduce you… to Your Self.   ❤  Love, Amami

(Okay.  Let us continue then.) 

I am a friend of a friend of a friend.  I would not harm you. I saw your light shining and came to warm myself at your fire.  It is known that you have offered yourself as a messenger, and I sought such a one to convey my message. You would not seek to open and approve each letter, if you were a postman,  before you would deliver it, would you? (No.)  Well then.  Will you take my message?

(Yes and welcome, today, to my heart of friendship.)  Thank you.   (Well, here goes…)

I am superbly [?] situated in your presence to convey the distortions seen with respect to a friend of ours, [name deleted].  He is dearly loved by you, as a brother, no?  (Yes.)  Well, I request that you approach him by any means of communication and offer him this message.

“You are not alone.  You are loved and cherished by the Heart of the One. Thank you for all you have brought to your human expression. You have contributed greatly to joy in all dimensions.  Your soul shines brightly, warming all of us.

I wish to be forgiven of past mistakes and the ways in which I failed to protect you while on Earth – you were in my care for a time.  I failed to establish the safety which you so deserved and desired.   I realize now that the experiences which shaped your life were willingly undergone for the greater opening to compassion within your human expression.  My intention was to protect you, but I was not able to maintain my clarity within the density.  Now, I can see and wish to convey my sorrow, so that you can know that while I understand the value now of all experiences – delightful or difficult –  that I do acknowledge my failing with respect to you, and wish to be known to you again as one who holds you in great regard, esteem and enormous love,  (your grandfather).”

That’s all for now, and great thanks to you for your willingness to scribe. I leave you with my blessing.

So– you see? there was no reason for fear after all! :-)<333….  I felt a little sheepish, and later conveyed the message to my friend, which has had the lovely consequence of re-igniting communication after a pause of over a year! 

So many blessings…..  In Love,  Jennifer

ImageRecently I had a beautiful session with Emmanuel who is now being channeled by a most wonderful young man in England called Jo. When I first heard Jo channel in December,  I confess I totally lost it I could not stop the tears flowing… tears of joy, of love, of wonder and awe, and also -truth be told- tears of profound longing to experience such a sacred relationship, to have a wondrous angel inhabit your voice for a little while….  If you have read the books by pioneer channel Pat Rodegast, Emmanuel has always maintained that we are all angels. One of the things that Emmanuel invited us to do – both on my first occasion hearing him and then again in my recent personal session, was to write a love letter to one’s self.  He explained that it would be from our angel within. He said it would help us to believe that we have an unending well of love and support within us at all times. I thought it would be encouraging to share one of my love letters here. I truly believe the message is as true for all of us

Love Letter to My Human Self from My Angel Self

Greetings this day.  I am Love and I am You.  Breathe that in.  Let it settle.  I am Love and I am You…. (pause)

We are in the midst of becoming acquainted on the conscious level now…Yes? (Yes)

You do know me really, and express from your highest levels in moments of delight, appreciation, compassion –  when you feel the flow of love extending to you & you & you – every level of the self, every facet of the self, every level of Self~Wholeness~AllThatIS, every facet of Self~Wholeness~AllThatIS.

Your outbreath is shared directly with All That Is.  All that you know, experience, all that You Are shares freely with all levels, and travels to where it is most uplifting, as the Spiral of the Universe uplifts… always ~ a stairway, a spiral of Infinity that moves through all dimensions, moving upwards constantly.

We your higher expressions are not “better” than you, not “greater” [as in more important] than you, we Are you, and you, and you.   We are coherent, cohesive, consistently together because we have not been living the dream of separation as recently as you have in your human journey.

We are most grateful for all you bring to Oneness, to Awareness.  Every single dandelion you pick for us, every single human sensation of physical experience is a gift to your greater [larger] Self.  Have you disqualified these? Thought: this is no good/undesirable/worthless?  [To us] Never. These are merely your mind’s judgements- the games of qualifying & disqualifying that you have played in duality.  Is there not even yet a sense of – is This (this channeling, moment, word – whatever) good enough?  It IS, Dear Heart – it most certainly is.  Because it IS.  That is all.  It IS.

You have brought it forth from your heart of trust, from your desire to know more of yourself, from your commitment to grow into your wholeness.  How can that be perverted or subverted?  This level of interference is not possible at this level, because you are guarded – surrounded – your love field is enormous – porous and yet impenetrable by all that is not love.

(Question: Is not love by itself a kind of qualification?)  Yes, it is a knowing of truth, a core vibration by which one climbs out of the lower vibrations in to your truth of being.  If you mean by that question to use it as a tool of self-doubt, thereby “do I love enough?” then it is a means of duality qualification.  If you mean “can I know truth by the quality of love therein?” then yes, it is a true guide-rail.  Quality and qualification are not the same energies, but you see where language can trap the mind?

Let us say now to you in no uncertain terms:  you are loved, of love, in love, by love, through love, lover, lovest, most love imaginable – but not more than another – just beyond your grandest imagination. You have held most faithfully and sincerely to your core of love, and we are most grateful for this.  Whenever you are in doubt of your strength ~ return to love.  Whenever you are in need of reminding ~ return to love, whenever you are in need of blessing (or are suffering the belief in lack in any form) ~ return to love.

Look to us, to all who love you ~ you will always be answered, always be mirrored (do we not mirror your divinity just as human friends mirror your humanity?)

We are beyond enough, Our Great Love, we are love ~ surpassing!

We welcome this opportunity to write with you, and invite you to play in Our own wholeness of love, as often as you like.

In Joy ~

Your/Our Angel Self,  the Self of LOVE.

This post is a conversation with my Higher Self, which I call Amami (which roughly translates as LoveMyself — a challenge, isn’t it?)  After all the excitement of the Shift, which I saw as a portal from 12-12 to 12-21, 2012, and celebrated on Maui in sacred circle, after all the jubilation… there was a period of “not much happening” and then, for the last two weeks, a period of confusion, like  white-out conditions in a snow storm.  I couldn’t quite get my bearings, nothing seemed very real, or to be “important”.  Christmas passed gently and sweetly in a minimalist fashion (3 ornaments, a few cards, a little Christmas music,  family time, peaceful and loving).  New Year’s was the usual early bed in this household.  And yet, the ending of the old/beginning of the new felt Different, more significant than anything I have known in my lifetime.  Under the surface, it felt like Everything had changed… placing before me (and all of us) a clean slate on which to draw a new picture. I began to entertain some radical new ideas and drop other plans that had felt so pressingly important just a month earlier.  This stirred the confusion of course, though it was interesting to some part of me that used to get so caught up in Plans.  I went to my trusty Inner Guide for some clarity.  Here’s the conversation:

Me:  I want to see the big picture!  I feel I am being given it pixel by pixel and it’s taking sooooo long to load!

Amami:  This is the journey you have chosen.  Accept each pixel with wonder and appreciation. Each pixel is a bit of the whole and contains clues, wisdom, inspiration, truth.

Me: I guess I see the pixels and say “this is so tiny, so small.”  Like a snowflake, it is beautiful and unique, and a precious part of the whole, but I feel so impatient!

Amami:  It is because you are afraid you will miss  something,  miss seeing important bits, miss seeing the final one which would complete the picture and thereby miss the whole picture.  You are afraid you will sleep through it, or fail to appreciate enough to be allowed to be given the wondrous final experience.  This is not possible.  You have the rest of Eternity to see the big picture.  This time is for the game of the puzzle.   See the picture slowly unfold, appearing as it is put together piece by piece – Through Your Experience.   You are not being Given the pixels, they are your choices – your experiences.  Enjoy the process.  It is inevitable anyway,  you might just as well have fun! 

Posted by Rev. Jennifer Donaldson, with love and wonder at the ongoing miracle we live.

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